The lies in my head...

And I have gotten you under my thumb. You cannot escape, you miserable piece of carcass. You are going to be stuck in there for a long time and while you are in there. You are mine. Because you belong to me. Because I own you. I own everything in this stinking world. Sold out by the first of your kind. There is no hope for you. Everyday will be a slow painful journey. You look forward to something but when you get there, it will leave you empty. There is no purpose anymore. Give up.

You think you will get off easy because you are a Christian? Come on. Its just a title. It does not really mean anything. You think you have something to give? What can you offer that is of any use to anyone in this world? Why would anyone look up to you? Why would anyone love you? You think everyone is like this Jesus? Come on! Unconditional love is only for the stupid, half witted losers who cannot think for themselves. It is actually called pity...

Wake up to reality you poor fool. Smell the rotting flesh which is your own. Do not think that just because you do not agree with how this world works you can continue living in your fairy tale life. Do not think you can get away with it. This is the world. My world. My rules. There is no hope for you. Especially not on your knees in the privacy of your room. Do not bother crying because He is not going to hear.